A beloved friend, Pat Gohn, the voice of Among Women, is in
One
would assume the answer to be at the retreat center where I have spent the
better part of ten years working the gardens, but that is not so. Though the
gardens are serene spaces of prayer, intentionally numinous, they do not often move
me to awe.
Where
I have come closest to the God of Earth and Sky is on the Canada side of Lake
Superior . This is the deepest of the Great
Lakes and legend has it that it never gives up its dead.
I
am filled with amazement at the startling power of the wind sweeping cold dark
waves off the lake onto stone-pebbled beaches of granite and gneiss. It is a
glaciated wilderness millions of years old that still groans with God’s
mystery. The jagged vertical cliffs, the strong winds, the scented mist of fertile
waters, the drumming of the waves, are all thrilling to the soul. It is the gentler
side of the ferocity that is God, and a confirmation of my smallness.
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When I am walking along the
coast of Lake Superior , God’s presence feels
as near as when in Adoration before the Blessed Sacrament. Standing near the
water I can close my eyes and feel His swirling Presence inside my being, and wander
about the beaches reflecting with Him for hours. Sometimes I’ve wished for days
on the shores alone with Him, in Him, and through Him…in the unity of the
Spirit.
There
is a hunger in all of us to know that connecting place of prayer, to find a
space, indoors or out, that draws us to the Holy. My friend’s finding a lovely
walking trail in Colorado
opened an avenue for holy conversation through the rosary. For me, remembering
those walks within that sacred space along the shores of Lake Superior, induces
a hunger to return there and feel His majesty, and a hunger to return home…unto
dust and spirit.
Maybe
next year I will retreat to a cottage along the shores of Lake
Superior . This week I will find a woodland path, and before
setting out make sure a rosary is in the pocket of my jeans.